Consequences Are Your Friend

One day I was checking the docket at the courthouse when a woman approached me to ask where a particular courtroom was. She went on to explain that she was nervous because her son was scheduled for an appearance on a possession of marijuana charge. “Why does that make you nervous,” I asked her?

“He could go to jail,” she said.

“Did you drive here today?” I asked. After confirming that she had driven her son to the courthouse, I responded by encouraging her that “well, if he goes to jail, just drive home.”

“But he’s my baby,” she explained.

“How old is he?” I asked. After learning that he was 19, I told her, “he’s not your baby, he’s a grown man.” It was about that time that he walked over. “Is this him?” I asked, and she affirmed that it was.

“Listen,” I told him, “you are not a child anymore. Smoking weed and getting your mom to drive you to court are childish. You are a man, you are equipped to be a man and it’s time to start being a man. When I was a child, I acted like one, but when I became a man, I put childish things behind me. It’s time for you to do the same; you are a man and you are capable of putting childish things away.”

This young man’s shoulders straightened up, his eyes locked in and everything about his body language accepted the reality I was presenting him. His mom, at the same time, looked scared to death. It was clear that she was much less ready for him to be a man than he was.

I don’t know what happened with his court case, but whatever consequences he had to deal with were a benefit to him. A misdemeanor on his record is a small price to pay if he was able to allow for the consequence to draw him into responsibility.

Love allows for consequences because consequences allow for repentance. When we have to deal with the implications of our immaturity and/or depravity, we are more aware of the goodness of God. From that place of pain that comes as a result of or rebellion or immaturity, we get to choose. The choice to submit our lives back to the goodness of God is much more appealing when we have tried it without Him and are facing the reality of our choices.

We all mess up sometimes. The stuff that we do is not who we are. Don’t rescue people from their consequences and don’t believe that the mistakes are who they are any more than your mistakes are who you are. It’s the kindness of the Lord that leads us to repentance; not the sloppy compassion or harsh judgment which we may offer in its place.

Fear Produces Control Where Love Allows for Wisdom

The other day, I was talking to one of my kids and decided to give them some counsel about some things to look out for. From all appearances, it could be viewed as pretty good parenting. Maybe, to some degree, it was. The problem wasn’t so much the counsel I was giving, it was the driver I was reacting to.

I realized later that night and into the next morning that the reason I chose to speak into the situation (which wasn’t really a situation yet, just the thought of what might become) was that I was afraid. Fear had driven me to warn and counsel where there was an imagination of what might be someday, somehow. Fear is not a healthy driver.

I could have given the exact same advice in the exact same situation and been doing it from love, but I wasn’t. Not this time, anyway. That next morning, I realized the distinction and spent time in prayer receiving the Father’s love. His love casts out fear. I prayed to realize His love for me and for my family, too. His love is the perfect driver.

When our children are small, we have a greater chance of controlling the environments they are exposed to and protecting them from potential threats. Increasingly, however, as they grow they are exposed to the potential of danger and evil as they mature in their ability to relate beyond the controlled environments of their youth. That’s scary. The stuff out there that is intended for their harm is real and active in its pursuit.

We can’t control everything for our kids for ourselves and, at the same time, we don’t have to be afraid. The control we thought we had was a bit of an illusion in the first place as we can never control all possible circumstances to mitigate all possible threats.

We have to rely on love, and not only our love, but the love of the Father. It’s His love that supersedes our fears and feeds our wisdom when we operate from healthy emotions. Unhealthy emotions like fear and worry won’t allow for wisdom as they seek to control. Healthy reactions like trust and faith from knowing the love of the Father gives way to His wisdom in where the boundaries need to be drawn and allows Holy Spirit to counsel us situation by situation.

Children Don’t Interrupt Our Purpose; They Embody It

photo 2-1croppedA few months ago I was preaching and something outside of the ordinary occurred. My wife and daughter were traveling so it was just our eight year old son and I at church. He got up in the middle of the sermon and walked up to the front. I was surprised to see him, but not at all upset with his interruption.

“Hey, are you OK?” I asked.

“Yes,” he replied, “I just want to give you a hug.”

Of course I hugged him and asked him, “do you want to stay up here or go sit back down?”

“I’ll go sit back down,” he concluded.

That was it. Simple and sweet and child like. As I reflected on this interaction, I was thankful that the place we go to church is an environment where it wasn’t weird even through it was abnormal. As everyone was watching, a pause to interact with my son was natural. I hope and believe he felt no sense of shame or guilt for the interruption and saw me first and foremost as his dad.

I don’t want my kids to think ministry is more important than them because they are my most important ministry. I do this for a living now, but no vocation takes the place of our primary calling as disciple makers to our children. The practical details of how to walk that out are not always easy or obvious, so the heart of intention better be.

Someone shared with Julie that interruption for a hug was a picture of how God receives us. I like that and am thankful for the ministry that apparently occurred from this simple act. I didn’t, however, intend to minister to others as I received my son. I simply received him because I love him. He was my first priority in that moment, even though it took me by surprise that he had a need or a want in that particular moment.

We aren’t always going to get it right with parenting. There are demands and variables that challenge our desires regarding our children. Many of us have times and areas of parenting which leave us feeling inadequate. I know that I do.

I pray today that the spontaneous reaction of that day be a picture of meeting my kids in the moment every day. I pray that I always stop to make them first over any others that also may need ministry. I pray they always know that they are my ministry, no matter what demands my vocation may present.

The Core of Rest

restThe other day there was an accident. My six-year old son was supposed to be in bed and he got up and made a bit of a mess. Not on purpose, but a mess just the same. It’s not so much that he was “bad,” but that this was another in a long line of adventures after the announcement of bedtime. Something about that time of day that brings out reasons why he’s not quite tired.

I was a little irritated, but didn’t respond with any anger as I worked to clean it up. As I was working on the mess, I heard Haynes crying. I turned and asked him why he was crying and he said, “I thought you would be mad at me.”

I’m not immune from anger but, for the most part and in large measure, I have not been angry with him much. We have a good relationship and I’m pleased with my kids. When I mess up, I admit it to them (at least I think that’s the landscape, from my perspective). In any case, I’m trying and generally express my pleasure with them.

In this instance, I held his head in my hands and looked him in the face. I told him, “I’m not mad at you and I’m always, always going to be OK with you. I always approve of you and you are always, always my guy. I love you.”

Haynes has heard similar things from me before, but he needed to be reminded that this incident didn’t jeopardize my pleasure with him. Everything changed. He had a smile that appeared to originate from the depth of his soul. There was peace and restoration and he went back to bed and quickly to sleep.

There is a need inside of us that needs our dad’s approval. The need exceeds the ability of our father to satisfy the craving as no dad is that perfect. We want deeply to be affirmed in our place as sons and daughters by the man who has the best shot at it. The problem is that the man with the best shot at it misses sometimes. Even the best ones are flawed ones.

The destination for the ultimate approval and affirmation is the Father. Our dads provide a bridge to the love of the Father, and His love is perfect. He will hold our head in His hands whenever we go to Him and need the soothing of a troubled soul. He’ll tell us that we’re OK with Him and our pleasure will originate from the depth of our core. Then we can rest.

Headwaters of Wisdom

Headwaters of the Rio Neila, or Spring Water AlfaguaraIf you aren’t careful, it’s easy to miss the mark even with the right intentions. In fact, those intentions can create a problem if they are entirely emotional and lack wisdom in their application. This is especially true when raising up others.

A father’s heart is to raise up sons and daughters that can carry the values instilled and reproduce them by raising up others. This isn’t limited to biological sons and daughters, but can be applied where there is a mentoring relationship, as well. These relationships have areas of primary focus which can serve as a guide towards the intention of disciple making.

First and foremost, we have to understand that the process of discipleship is dependent on the disciple. If the one that is being raised up isn’t interested, committed or submitted, then they aren’t a disciple in the first place. The story of the prodigal son is thousands of years old because that type of rebellion is possible and all the father can do at times is wait for that wayward son to return. With that in mind, consider the following as a framework for what a father provides:

  1. Protection – This is safety and security. It’s being vulnerable and allowing vulnerability. When necessary, it’s stepping in where there is a third-party threat which the disciple didn’t invite and can’t withstand. It’s not, however, rescuing from the consequences of bad decisions. Those consequences bring about the heart change necessary to avoid those decisions again and again.
  2. Provision – Food, shelter and other basic needs where that is applicable as well as teaching and instruction that comes shoulder to shoulder as well as with intentional learning. This is meeting needs, not wants. Extravagance breeds expectation and giving has to be tempered to be yoked with the maturity and character of the disciple. The goal is for them to be able to get it on their own one day and pass it on to others, so if it’s given too soon their acquisition skills are one generational.
  3. Promotion – Calling out the greatness and gifts that God put in the disciple. Identifying their strengths by revelation and observation and agreeing with God to affirm those things. This is encouragement and honor, which have the weight of Truth and challenge of commissioning, not flattery which is empty and ultimately demoralizing. Maybe most importantly, this is not based on performance, but identity. Sometimes the recognition is despite or even opposite of the most recent manifestation of choices, but looks deeper into the design of the disciple.

The wisdom of knowing where the boundaries are is illusive in and of ourselves. We need a Source to walk in the ability necessary for healthy reproduction. That Source is the Father as these things are exactly what He provides for us as sons. Ultimately, we seek to reproduce Him.

Apples and Oranges

Wendy Davis stood on the floor of the Texas Senate for a bunch of hours non-stop in an attempt to defeat a bill which is seen by her and many as inconvenient for anyone seeking to facilitate or receive an abortion. Hundreds showed up to support her. She, along with her supporters, opposed the bill which would ban abortions after 20 weeks of gestation, require high standard surgical upgrades as well as admitting privileges for the “doctors” that are performing the procedures. Not fair to women, they say.

84,610 abortions in Texas last year. Just last year. Just Texas. What about them? What is fair to those babies who would be alive today but for the laws we have adopted which have legalized their murder?

As a nation, we have seen a moral, social and economic decline in recent years that has impacted practically every segment of our society. Our moral compass is non-existent and the cause and effect of that extinction has permeated every fiber of our culture. The catalyst was Roe v. Wade as we, as a nation, decided that killing the children which were unwanted or inconvenient was a viable solution. Just because women might do it in the back alleys doesn’t mean that we should endorse it, but we did.

The debate, in and of itself, is outrageous and practically not worth entering into. The proponents of allowing the murder of the unborn base their arguments in a totally different mindset and language than the proponents for life. The rhetoric and attempts at logic of the two sides of the debate are apples and oranges.

In most cases, the choices of another human being are theirs to make and a true exercise in love allows them to do what they want, leaving them to deal with the consequences. In this case, deference to abortion proponents would ignore the unspoken voices of the unborn so deference isn’t loving. I applaud restrictions on the murder of the unborn but I also recognize that legislation is not where the battle is won.

Women that experience abortion also experience years of heartache. They are damaged by the choice and the pain they experience in their soul for decades to follow leaves them as the unspoken victim in the lie of convenience. God’s grace and mercy can and will heal their hearts and most certainly cover this choice. The love of Jesus is the only solution for women that have experienced abortion or even support a “right” to abortion. Love wins.